Answered Prayer?

I've been praying for weeks about this dilemma. I think God already somewhat answered it. I don't know if I'd be happy or just go inside the bathroom and cry. I've realized a lot of things about myself the day you came into my life, and I want to thank you for that. Thanks for making me a better person. I think I am stupid, because having you means I have to endure a lot of things. I am not that type of person which some people may call "martyr," but just to be with you I can say that I can be martyr for you. I admit I like you. I don't know if you feel the same way too. I don't know if it's right to continue this. I try to convince myself that I am not yet in love with you. I hope you can catch me if I fall. And oh, I miss you.