Somebody walked into my life

Somebody walked into my life

And he's right on time

Somebody looked into my eyes

And he read my mind

And its true

I only need to tell you

that it's you

You're every thing

I ever dreamed would come to me

Somebody walked into my heart

And to my surprise

Somebody tearing me apart

And it feels just fine

And it's you

I've waited oh so long to say

it's you

You're every thing

I ever dreamed

And tonight I give in to the feelings

Tonight I give in to the thrill of loving you

And tonight I give in to believing

I'd hear you say

You'd always stay

Somebody turned my life around

And I'm not the same

Suddenly I don't hear a sound

Only your name

And I really need you

And tonight I give in to the feelings

Yes tonight I give in to the thrill of loving you

And tonight I give in to believing

You'll always stay in love this way

Oh, tonight I give in to the feelings

Yes tonight I give in to them all so hold me

And tonight I give in to believing, darling

You're every thing

I ever dreamed would come to me

This is an Angela Bofill song, entitled Tonight I give in. Some parts of the song do describe on how I'm feeling right now. Especially this part: Somebody walked into my heart and to my surprise somebody tearing me apart and it feels just fine and it's you. Martyrdom again? I know. Stupidity strikes again. Or maybe I'm just rushing things. Yeah, I'm just rushing things too much. I should learn how to wait in God's perfect time. I know what to do, I know what is right. But I'm not doing it. Yes I am stubborn when I'm in love. Love really makes a person blind which is so wrong. But still, I am blinded by it. Or maybe this is just some infatuation? It's hard to distinguish love and infatuation. Or maybe I haven't fell in love for the longest time that's why I don't know how to distinguish the difference between them. Or I'm just plain stupid. I've confide this problem to my friends, they all say one thing. "I rush things too much." I don't know, I'm living a happy and contented single life before I met this guy. After that, I've realized that I'm ready to give up my singlehood and ready to be in a relationship. I think the best way to do now is to move on with life. Charge this problem to experience. Enjoy life with friends, and GET A NEW "TOY."